give me something worth living for

modern__epic @ 2005-08-27T14:31:00

2005-08-27T18:32:04Z

ok. im so fed up with everything. so im ending this livejournal and if i do happen to make another one, it wont be for a while. im sick of everything and i hate myself. and i cant take it anymore.

modern__epic @ 2005-08-27T13:08:00

2005-08-27T17:10:32Z

yep. so last night i slept at missys in a tent. in her backyard. twas fun. my parents are kind of curious of how me and her can be together for so long without wanting to strangle eachother. we've been together everyday for about the last 2 weeks. but it happens. lol. well then today me and missy went to tops and mcdonalds. exciting! well this entry was out of pure bordum. and im not in the greatest of moods. so bye.

modern__epic @ 2005-08-26T16:14:00

2005-08-26T20:21:22Z

alright so i just got back from cedar point with missy and my family not to long ago. it was such fun up there. the first day we got there, we went in the park with my family from 4 till 8. and then left. and then the next day we went in the park from 9 in the morning till 8 at night. and i went on the dragster and i was proud of myself. lmao. then the next day we went in the waterpark from 11am till like 3 in the afternoon. and we had 1 coupon left for a buy 1 get 1 free ticket into the park. so my parents let me and missy go back in the park from 4 till 8 at the end of the day. and it was fun. except for the fact that the last ride we wanted to go on, which was the dragster, we waited real long for front seat and they decided they wanted to close it so we didnt get front seat, but we got 2nd last seat. and it was just a really fun week. and while we were there we saw like...only 3 OHIO HOTTIES lmfao as my mom would call them. well im out. later

modern__epic @ 2005-08-20T17:11:00

2005-08-20T21:15:56Z

sooo. last night i slept at missys. and we played ssx tricky, and ate chips, and sat online and had fun. lmao. and den. i fell asleep at like 3. and then today me and missy and muncie walked to superfreeze and got milkshakes and helium balloons cause mike kaufman was working. and hes nice and gave us balloons and we tied them around our wrists and then we walked to eckards and my balloon popped for no fucking reason. stupid. and then missy gave me her to inhale. cause she loves me. and then. we came to my house and sat online in the air conditioning. and then they left. AND NOW IM SITTING HERE ALONE. and tommorrow night im sleeping at missys again with some people. and were gonna have fun. AND IM GONNA MISS LINSEY CAUSE SHES LEAVING AT MIDNIGHT FOR A WEEK. and yeah. LOL

modern__epic @ 2005-08-18T12:46:00

2005-08-18T16:46:13Z

i hate myself.

modern__epic @ 2005-08-13T18:35:00

2005-08-13T22:42:08Z

yeah. so i just got home. missy jess and i went to the mall. and walked around forever. and tried on 40dd size bras. lmfao. funnnn. then yesterday me cody and missy hung out for the majority of the day. he came over at like 230ish and then we played a long 2 minute game of monopoly. then linsey and jamie came over and we took a walk. kinda. and then. we attempted to fit about 5 people on linseys 60's bike. lmao. and then. they left and me cody and missy watched wrong turn. and then cody left. and me and missy came here, sat online, ate, played with barbie. and slept. even tho there was a man hiding in my closet. lmao. well allyson might come over. kbye

modern__epic @ 2005-08-11T16:30:00

2005-08-11T20:36:49Z

alrighttttttt. well. today was incredible. i woke up and showered and such. then went down to codys and sat around his house for a while. and then we played tennis. then i left and went to jessies and talked to her for a while. then came home, and went to missys. and me her linsey and katie went to mcdonalds and had fun. and we bought 60 chicken nuggets. lmfao. and katie almost puked frome eating like 15, then 10 more in like a minute. then. we were walking to superfreeze to ask for a helium balloon and we saw this man. and boy. he was quite a character. lmao. well then we went and they refused to give us balloons so we wnet to my house, got some, then went to fantastic sams and got them filled up. and then. katie got picked up and me linsey and missy inhaled the balloons. lmao. and then i came home. COOOOOOOOOL

modern__epic @ 2005-08-08T21:59:00

2005-08-09T02:04:31Z

yeah so the last couple of days have been sweet.
within the last 3 days ive eaten 13 hamburgers from mcdonalds. lmao. yeah im a fatty. yestday i slept at jess's with missy. and we slept in a tent. and almost got murdered. lmao. then today i hung out with jessie and karlyn all day basically. and we met this kid from california. who was cool at first, but then got really annoying. so we made him leave. then i hung out with jessie karlyn russ and tyler for the rest of the night. and it was fun. and i dont feel like being online right now and jessies coming over now so later.

modern__epic @ 2005-08-05T23:36:00

2005-08-06T03:36:59Z

well today was quite extravgent. i woke up at 1. then took a shower and liz called me, wondering if i wanted to do anything. so i went over to her house and we tied her fridge closed with really strong tape so we could resist ourselves from eating cause we decided were to fat. then we went to burger king. and oh man. that was a disaster. then we went back to liz's and  katy came over, as well as ryan and kenzie. and we sat in liz's basement for quite a long time, listening to brand new and watching jesus christ superstar, which i hate. and then ehr dad came home and we left and went swimming at conlans for the longest time ever. and there were quite alot of people there including....conlan, his little cousin, katy, liz, ryan, mike, joey, brittany, kenzie, sam, and i. then i got out and went home and met up with allyson, ashley, james and dave. and then ashley and allyson came over and i got changed, and then we went to mcdonalds. and i bought 5 hamburgers. lmfao. and 2 small drinks. so i got them to go and we were walking past the subway plaza as i was eating and i shoved a big peice of one in my mouth. then i tried swallowing it and it got caught in the back of my throat and i started choking. serosuily. and then ashley heard me coughing and decided she wanted to make it worse and attempt giving me the heimlich. which all she did is grab me and throw me on the ground. and then allyson started hitting my back so it would come out of my throat. and that worked. lmao. so then we went to russ's, and then later on we played manhunt. and now im back here.

modern__epic @ 2005-08-04T18:08:00

2005-08-04T22:15:22Z

yesterday i woke up and everyone was gone, so i rode my bike down to angola to bennet beach cause i knew that that was where everyone was. so i went down there, and at like 4ish my mom drove me home. then i sat around moping all night. so then today i wake up and then i get ready and go over to missys and then go to bobbos with her and catherine and katie and dan. and they all found it quite disturbing the way i eat nachoes. lmao. and then we left and met up with amanda, and then missy left for her guitar lesson. and den we walked, and stopped for like 15 minutes infront of codys, even tho he wasent home. then amanda left. then we walked. and dan left. and then me catherine and katie sat at the end of darlington till catherines mom came and pick them up. while we were waiting, lmao, i found a pipe on the road and i was playing with it. lmao. and we discovered a dent in my toe. lmao. and then her mom came and i jumped out of the bush at her. lmao. then they left and then i walked home. thats right niggas.

modern__epic @ 2005-08-03T00:02:00

2005-08-03T04:02:45Z

i am a pathedic lowlife. and to all my friends...im sorry for everything. taking everything out on you, having to deal with my problems. im sorry. but thanks for being there for me all the time. much apperciated

modern__epic @ 2005-08-01T11:59:00

2005-08-01T16:11:31Z

so saturday night i went to the show. it was quite fun. but it seemed like no one was really there. i got lots of handshakes, i got free sodas all night, and i got 3 free peices of pizza. lmao. it was only cause i was annoying angelos mom all night.
then yesterday i went to missys for a while, and sean came over. and yeah. then i came home cause i had to talk to my parents about some stuff. then i was going to go for a walk and i found linsey jamie and amanda. and we walked up to tops. and then to derby deli. then i walked them to linseys road and went to karlyns. and her and i sat on her porch and talked till about 1030. then i went home. and i watched some weird movie. and then went to sleep. and then today i woke up and now im sitting here half dead.

well. the other day my brother got the woke up in vegas cd and i copied it onto my computer. and now i love the band. and that was a random line but its ok.

modern__epic @ 2005-07-28T18:28:00

2005-07-28T22:36:08Z

well ive had an exciting last 2 days.

on wednesday i woke up at like 1230 and katy liz emilie matt and ryan came over. and they asked me if i wanted to do something. so we stood in my garage for like...an hour. then i decided to get dressed. and we went to the kingdom. and then to linseys. but linsey couldnt do anything. so we went to bobbos. and then it started raining. Then later on, i went to BK with missy and cory. and then i went home. and then i went to mcdonalds to meet jamie amanda and karlyn. and i hung out with them for the rest of the night. then we all went to codys and stood in the road till like 1130 talking. and we found some sweet lugz and i threw them over the telephone line. and their still there. and then me jamie and karlyn went back to my house and they slept over. we pulled an all nighter. and then at like 730 we went to BK for breakfast. then karlyn went home to take a shower, and me and jamie came back here and she fell asleep while i took a shower. then her mom came and picked her up. and then i slept till like...4. and. katy and brittany came over and we walked to the kingdom. and then. i went home. and now im here. exciting eh? thats what i thought.

modern__epic @ 2005-07-26T11:38:00

2005-07-26T15:45:24Z

alright. i made a livejounral. and i suggest its time to update. WELL NOW....yesterday i woke up and got ready, then missy and I went to bobbos for 5 for 5 which i havent gone for in a long while. Then we came home and went swimming and missy wore floaties and used a floating turtle things cause shes to gay to stand in 4 foot deep water. eh well then i went to jessie's, and she was painting so i was gonna go home, but then i saw karlyn and amber standing on karlyns porch. they asked me to go to the school playground. and i did. and we saw the other amber, alli and a bunch of other children. and then we left. and karlyn adn amber enjoy fucking running away from me and i got pissed off and went home and called carolynn. and complained to her for about a half an hour. wlel then i went up to conlans house and they decided that they wanted to jump off sheds into trees and film it. lmao. so i left. AND DEN i came home. and sat on my fat ugly ass doing nothing. exciting eh?

modern__epic @ 2005-05-01T19:08:00

2005-05-01T23:09:40Z

so new livejournal
add it. read it. comment. thanks.